Hi, I’m back again. I’ve been so far from writing these days. Well, mainly because I just don’t know what I should do in my life and I started spending time for myself, thinking and thinking and thinking. And see? What’s up? Nothing. I got nothing, I mean I do got something in mind, but it never ever moved.
I’m up for painting my room white again, but it’s been one month and it is still horrid. Okay, that’s it. I thought a lot and I always always think that I’m gonna do something, I wanna make something useful or so powerful in my life, I always wanted more. But it’s nothing again, empty. Vacío. ZERO. So, yes I thought if I can’t even be responsible to what I want which is simple, just to paint the room where all of the things are here at home, I just need to move my butt off and start working, and I didn’t do and obviously will turn out to be nothing too. So, I started to make things happen just so I know I can make other things happen too.
I am waiting for that someday, that someday where I’ll achieve all of my dreams. Which are,
- Travel all over Europe (target is next year. problem? dinero! of course)
- I want to be a Fashion Designer (this is what i wanted to be, but i never really go for it and I think I’m old)
Those are on top of the list, there are more. Of course. You know, I like to do many things until I get confused of what I really wanted in life, what do I really want for me, that would make me be happy. I’m afraid that I keep chasing on loads of things or unimportant things that will make me lose the best thing in life. Simply like when I think a lot, I miss loads of other things that I can do 🙂